NOT! GOOD BYE!!!!

So sadly I must tell you that the Rainforest lost another one of its loved employees! Yet in a differnt way.
On Thursday November 20, 2008 Jodi Barber passed away. After a long struggle with cancer, Jodi a beloved server @ the restaurant was taken from as @ the young age of just 35. Jodi will be missed by all who's lives she touched....

Jodi is forever in our thoughts & hearts!!!!
Always loved & never forgotten!!!!
The Rainforest will never b the same without you!!!!
However r lives r better because your apart of them!!!!
Love you & miss you soo much Jodi! XOXOXOXO
CHEERS!!!!!

Ciao!!

Tink~

Auntie

So this little pixie is now an aunt!
On November 12 2008 @ 11:58pm my little sister gave birth by c-sections to my little nephew Matthew... He is the first gradchild for my parents.. 4 years ago my sister moved to the other side of the world & I have not seen her since...I am sad that I was not able to b there for my sister when she needed me :( However, hopefully my sister along with her husband & Matthew might come back to the area for a visit this summer.....I caint wait to see them!!

Ciao!!

Tink~

So long!....NOT! good Buy!

This past Saturday one of my favourite ppl at work, worked there last shift. Are retail manager at the Rainforest has excepted a new assistant manager position at a retail store at the casino. Nicole is one of this little pixies favourite work buddies. Over the past 3 years Nicole has become one of my trusted friends! :)
Nicole has given me some GREAT advice over the years, & we have shared some GREAT laughs as well as some tears! lol
Nicole is a GREAT person & she will b missed by all! I know I speak for everyone we work with when I say GOOD LUCK Nicole! We WISH U ALL THE BEST!!!! & keep in touch!

Love u Hun!

Ciao!!

Tink~

CHANGE

A year ago I went to go see Dane Cook in Toronto with a few friends.
F.Y.I. AMAZINGLY FUNNY!!!
On the way home I got a ph call from who other then, Mr. Handsome.

Hello?
Hi! What r u doing?
Driving home from t.o.
Oh Yeah! How was Dane?
GREAT!!!
What r u guys doin now? Y don't u come by for a drink?
OK!!!

That night & the 3 days that followed where some of the best times in r whole relationship..
We hung out with some friends & family...& had some really great alone time.
We went out for a family bday @ the bar, & after spent hours drivin around till the sun came up& talking about r love for each other.. Mr. Handsome really opened up that weekend. It was great!! Until this little pixie had to go back to work in the Rainforest.

On Tuesday night I got a call from Mr. Handsome. He was calling to tell me that he was going out for a bit to go talk with a friend, & that he would call me when he got home. & to still stop by in the morning.
NO CALL! & the next morning b4 I went to my appointment I stopped by his house only to find him not there.
So I left, went to my appointment, & then went back.

When I returned he was there. We talked about the night b4 & what had happened.
Are conversation ended with Mr. Handsome telling me that I had nothing to worry about!!!
He loved me & wanted to b with me & only me!!! YEAH!
The rest of the week went on as normal. Work. Work. & more Work

Until Friday when we went out for another family bday.
The same man who 2 days earlier had kept telling me that I had nothing to worry about & that I was the only girl for him, started yelling @ me in the middle of the bar for no reason.

This little pixie never thought that the year that would follow that amazing weekend that started in T.O. would bring SO MANY CHANGES!!!!

Ciao!!

Tink~

Trick? or Treat?

As far back as this little pixie can remember, I have LOVED Halloween!
Having said that, let me not fool you! It use to scare the crap out of me.
However, who doesn't love to dress up & become someone else? Over the past 3 months I wish I really could of become someone else. And go around & get lots of candy!

When I was little I dressed up as everything from a playing card to a French Maid. The French Maid was my all time favourite costume! I wore it year after year until it didn't fit me anymore. All to fly door to door to get more then enuf, candy from my neighbours.

I think this old tradition is one of the reasons I, Tink
1: Like to dress up! Lies
2:LOVE candy!

I really believe that Halloween is one the the reasons that this pixie's favorite food is CANDY!
I could eat it every day, all day!
& if u promise not to tell, I will let you in on a little secret, my pixie dust?.....

Really SUGAR!!!!

I also think that this holiday is one of the many reasons why this little pixie is a glutton! I wanted candy! More candy then my little wings would allow me to fly home with. I wanted ALL of the candy! & I wanted to eat it as fast as I could!

So on the big day October 31 2008 I wounder if all those Treats were just 1 big Trick on this little pixie...
A night full of fun dress up & candy!?! or a life sentence????

As a last note I would like to wish my Mom's 2 brothers who were born on the same day different year A Happy Halloween Birthday!

Ciao!!

Tink~

Hittin the BIG time!

So I just wanna take a few min. to let everyone know that this little pixie's new movie comes out this Tuesday October 28th.

Yes that's right!...for the first time EVER! I Tinkerbell...will have my very own full length movie out!....
THAT RIGHT!!!! So EVERYONE please go fly out & pick up a copy!

Also since I have you here!...

I would like EVERYONE to please keep my bestest girls Nana in your thoughts & prayers!!!
She is a VERY special women, who is going thru a rough time!....
GET BETTER SOON NANA! DAG & I LOVE YOU!!!! xoxoxoxoxoxo

C you both this weekend!

Ciao!!

Tink~

WHAT IF????

What if? DAG never talk me into going?....
What if? You NEVER stole me heart?....
What if? I NEVER found my Atlantis?....
What if? I NEVER took you back that cold dark night?....
What if? I NEVER chose to forgive & forget?....

Would we ever of made it as far as we did?....
Would I still feel all this pain & hurt?....
I gave you everything I had!....
What did you give?....
Love?, lies?, unfaithfulness?, sadness?, happiness?, good times?, Love!....
How did we get to where we r today?....
4 years latter life is darker then it was before!....
Before you, I cried EVERYDAY!....
Funny thing is, Is that now I cry everyday, again!....

What if? I didn't let you get away with EVERYTHING?....
What if? 2008 didn't start out the way it did?....
What if? I NEVER! had lost it?....
What if? I had stood up to you?....
What if? You cried EVER night instead of me?....

Would we still b talking?....
Would you still love me like you use to?....
Would the pain still b unbearable?....
Would you be acting like an adult?....
Would I be able to say "Happy 4th anniversary!"
Would I not be wondering "What If?"

Happy Would Be!!!

Ciao!!

Tink~